Welcome.
I am just about to embark on my first second academic outing to Kerala, India. Everyday I learn new things (both good and bad) about this place where my parents are from. My perceptions and awareness about my family and myself are radically changing –this is overwhelming for me, as I thought I already went through the phase of growth, questioning, and earth-shattering discovery during the awkward years of 15-20.
I need a place to digest and reflect, which is why I started this blog. I am not even going to pretend that I am or will be the expert in the topics I discuss, most of which will be very personal –sometimes exciting, sometimes upsetting, sometimes not very interesting. What I do profess is this: I was born and raised in the United States, and I will be moving to a foreign country to do field research for over a year. While I may look like the subjects I will be studying, I am acutely aware of my different life experiences. What ethical boundaries can I push? Will I cross? What hardships will I face? Will I enjoy myself? Will I end up hating my culture? What does culture even mean? Will I eventually grow into a respected academic? Will Kerala be a dream or a nightmare???*
My mind is obviously racing. I’m looking forward to tackling some of these issues. I welcome you to join me as I ruminate on food politics, environmental issues, and India.
*”Sapna” in Malayalam (and Hindi; it’s a Sanskrit-derived name) means “dream.” It can also mean “nightmare.”</div
ham… you are doing great job….congrats!!! most of the people willing to fly away from the native….. saw something different in you. Do not forget your native…do something for it.
All the best
I really enjoyed your blog and identify with many of your musings… except that I’m 48 years old! I hope to read more about your personal experiences there and to learn more about your work/research. I’ll look for you on facebook. Good luck!
Sapna!!!!
Me coming from Texas to Kerala; I so am going through the same transition. The answers you seek agonize me too. I would be happy to join you on your exploration. Hope im not too late!!!